Every year around this time I tell myself that next year, I will buy gifts throughout the year and put them away from Christmas. The idea is that by the time Christmas thrusts upon us, I will be all ready to go. This is most likely a total pipe dream for me for many reasons. For one, we are on quite the budget while I am home with the kids, work fluctuates, and we have five children.
I always think it sounds like such a good idea. Every year we end up having to shop within days of Christmas, and I am not one that enjoys the Christmas crowds, especially while on crutches this year. Our anniversary is only a few days before Christmas, so it's all meshed together. If Christmas is on a budget, that usually means anniversary is limited or non existent. One year, we asked Grammy and Pappy to watch the kids while my husband and I used our anniversary day to Christmas shop and enjoy dinner together. That was a nice night, but I'm avoiding going out as much as I can while I can't walk freely. Using crutches makes me sweat. Sweating while not working out and intending to sweat irritates me. No thanks.
This year I have felt different about it. We tend to keep Christmas pretty simplistic around here. For one there is that budget thing I mentioned and for two, I like the kids to enjoy the excitement of gifts, but to see that the focus is on being together and having traditions. The kids get 2-3 small gifts each and that is that. We don't have a huge extended family to buy for either, so gift giving is to a minimum. I don't tend to gift to all of my friends, maybe randomly one or two. Our friendship is worth more than a gift.
Each year since becoming a family of seven, the holidays have seemed to become more and more simplistic. I love this! I love it for me, for less stress, and I love it for my kids. We have incorporated some traditions along the way that mean a lot to me. The first few years of becoming a family it was pretty much gifts in the morning, and then off to whom ever was hosting whatever. I don't mind that sometimes, but the bigger we became, the more I felt the need to slow it down and have our very own time together and traditions to start and keep. I want my kids to look back when they are adults and remember things that we did together each year.
The first Christmas without my dad it was difficult to muster up the Christmas spirit. I didn't want a tree and I didn't want to decorate or even think about Christmas. I wanted to get the kids a gift and call it a day. My mother in law gave me the push I needed. She gave me a small fake tree and started to set things out. Christmas was strange that year. Dad wasn't there, Christmas day was spent at home, at my in-law's and at my sister's with my mom and my brother in-law's family. Everything had to be rushed to be in three places in one day. It was even my daughter's first Christmas, but I was sad and lost in grief.
For us we do gifts when we wake up. Once the oldest two get here from their mom's house, we do a Christmas breakfast. I set the table extra special and we have homemade biscuits and gravy. Each child has a letter at their place setting and gets to read it aloud. In the letter to them I talk about all the accomplishments, growth, and goals they have reached. They then share with us some of their goals for the coming year. It's nice for them to each get the spotlight and it's sweet watching their bashful faces beam as they read compliments about themselves aloud. I am admittedly selfish about this part of our day. I don't want to rush through it because it means something to us, and I don't want to share it because I feel it's important to have something of our own. I have had enough Christmas's that are rushed. Rushing to get here and rushing to get there, all to appease other people. We need to appease ourselves first, I don't want my kids growing up to be people pleasers, it's too draining. Not to mention, rushing yourself and five kids is chaotic and quickly drains the holiday spirit.
Maybe they will carry this on to their children in the future, maybe not, but they will remember it as a family Christmas memory. In the time frame of Christmas Eve to the day after Christmas we always spend time with both grandparents and aunts and uncles, also cherished memories for all. They will remember Christmas Eve at Aunties house with cousin Aidan and Grammy and Pappy and Uncle Jon and Monica, having a big meal, eating Grammy's fudge and cookies, and relaxing around the tree together and playing with their cousin. They will remember years that we spent time at Granny and Grumps on Christmas day, with Auntie Lacy and Grandpa Frank, pulling poppers and playing with all their new stuff. Eating my fudge and pumpkin pie with tons of whipped cream. We also have a holiday get-together with my dad's sisters that live in California, either before Christmas or after. We have a simple tasty meal, gifts for the kids, some mimosas and time together. It makes it feel like my dad is incorporated into Christmas in some ways, spending the day with his sisters, plus they are fabulous ladies and I love the time I have with them. We have a nice full Christmas season with lots of love and family visits.
Did your family have traditions you enjoyed every year? Did you stay home? Did you go to grandma's house? Did you take off and go somewhere non-traditional. I have always wanted to sneak off some holiday, the seven of us and go somewhere cool and just spend the day completely different and new, not the norm. When I think of doing that, it always makes me think of the scene from the movie "A Christmas Story", when they have Christmas dinner as a family at a Chinese Restaurant.
"Fa-Ra Ra Ra Ra, Ra Ra Ra Ra".
My childhood holiday memories? I have several.
Leading up to Christmas, my dad would always take my sister and I to a nearby tree lot and help us pick out a tree. I don't have specific memories of decorating it, but I'm sure we did. I do have specific memories of decorating a tree at my mom's house. It was always fun to see the ornaments that you haven't seen for a whole year. There is something special about only seeing something once a year. I'm somewhat embarrassed to say that up until the last two Christmas's, I didn't let the kids decorate the tree. I was anal and anxious about it. I waited until they went to bed and I put out all the décor and decorated the tree. I know, I know, way to share the cheer right? Hey, they were really excited to wake up in the morning and see the beautiful tree and all the décor out. I learned the last few years that I enjoy watching them decorate the tree now. Yes, I still get a little frantic about fragile pieces or putting heavy ornaments on the bottom and unimportant issues like clumping too many together, but I remind myself to shut up and enjoy the moment and it works.
My dad liked to take us driving around to look at Christmas lights. I was able to return the favor during his last Christmas with us. He asked me to drive him around. It was a quiet drive. It was sad and special all at once and I think it meant quite a bit to both of us. We usually do a few drives with the kids. There are some great houses around Granny's house, including Granny's actual house. There is also a spectacular house in our town that has an amazing amount of lights that flutter and blink to the music station that you tune your radio to. It's a must see every year.
My mom and step dad always had mistletoe hanging in their house and they always stood under it and smooched! I thought it was pretty cool then and I think it's even cooler now. It was sweet. Seeing the affection was healthy.
I remember my dad collecting these tiny little ceramic houses, I think from Gottchalks. Eventually he would have a small Christmas village that sat on the mantel in December.
We always had a chain made of construction paper. You know that ones. You cut one link off every night before bed and when you get to the last one, it's Christmas!
Every Christmas Eve evening we would spend with my mom (and dad) at my maternal grandparents house. We would have Christmas dinner, or sometimes KFC (LOL), and exchange gifts. The evening was full of my grandfather's jokes and jabs at my grandmother and she always came back with a quick witted comment. All the cousins were there and it would be a blast. I always felt a little bummed when it got late and it was time to head home. I didn't want the fun to end. The best part about going home though, was that dad always let my sister and I open up one gift from him that had been under the tree. He always seemed as excited as we were. One gift right before bed to build up the anticipation for tomorrow.
In the morning we would open the gifts from my dad and usually go to one of our aunt's homes, or my paternal grandparents house, again having fun with the cousins and being so excited to see grandma and grandpa. They lived far enough to where we didn't see them a ton and it made it super exciting to visit with them. My grandfather was always great about showing his enthusiasm when it came to us grand kids. He would crouch down with arms open wide, cheeks pink, and the biggest smile I'd ever seen, exclaiming "kiddo!". Those had to have been my favorite hugs as a child. My grandmother always had the most elegant, loving touch. She made me feel delicate and pretty, like a flower, her soothing voice alone made me feel safe and warm. The "Jane Adams Potatoes" were a special treat, a family recipe. Creamy comfort food. I always wondered why they were called that. I figured Jane Adams must have been a chef, or someone of importance, or maybe just a description of food that I didn't comprehend. I learned only a few years ago that my grandmother got the recipe decades ago from a lady who lived down the street, her name was Jane Adams. So, she called them Jane Adams Potatoes. Perfectly hilarious.
It was easy as a kid. You just get really excited, put a pretty dress on and go wherever your parents took you. Now you have your family, your spouse's family, plus your own nuclear family and sometimes one or both of those families are split and do not celebrate together. It's just too much to be expected to be everywhere, but we do what we can.
I tried to branch out last year and do a gingerbread house kit. Not sure I'll do that again. It was fun and all, I can't remember if everyone wanted to just eat it, or if no one wanted to eat it and I had this food house sitting around. We don't even visit Santa every year. I'm going for simple, so I don't want to feel obligated to cram too many activities into one month, and the kids don't mind a bit. They have no expectations besides being together, opening a gift, seeing family, and biscuits and gravy. I want to go this year because my youngest has never been. When I was a part of a local mom's group, we attended some activities like caroling, cookie decorating, Christmas crafts. These were great fun, but as they get older we are slowing down. I'm still trying to figure out every year how to buy the kids' gifts without them around since we end up having to wait until they are already on Christmas break. I don't even have the urge to bake this year. I plan to make fudge, as my mother in law won't let me in if I don't bring it (just kidding Granny) and my stepson has already requested peanut butter fudge, so I'd love to make that happen.
I still feel like it was just summer a few weeks ago. Football practice, shorts, sweat, sunscreen, and popsicles. Now it's almost time to roast chestnuts on an open fire!? It creeps up faster every year.
So have a wonderfully busy season or a laid back slow season, which ever you prefer and enjoy it while it's here. Soon it will be spring and everyone will be coloring eggs. Enjoy your traditions and enjoy your visits. Don't drink and drive and don't be a hater. Haters suck all year long, but especially during the holidays ;-)
I am one of those people that say "Happy Holidays". I am not against "Merry Christmas", but the way I see it, November and December are months that are full of holidays of all kinds. It doesn't have to be exclusively dedicated to religion. It's a time for remembering thanks and it's a time to give and be grateful for everyone, as we are all the same in that way and we all can feel joy from it.
Happy Holidays, from mine to yours.
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